My Heart Inks You

  My longing for someone dear, this sadness, I cannot bear... My heart, it worries and fears! Why do I miss you? When you're so near? I can close my eyes and clearly see,  all that I have and will never be.

  Why do I love you so? Despite feeling so hurt in your love... Is it really worth the cost of pain? To my heart, and the way I feel drained? My heart's stuck in the abyss,  Yet I'm still loving what I miss... Why must I crave for your loving touch?  When mere asking of it is said to be too much!!! Why do I love you so? When I get so hurt in your love? There's no solace that I can feel,  As I'm falling into a quicksand of your love, not knowing when I'll heal...