A love I always dreamed of, Seemed so far out of reach, Until I saw it in someone else, And felt my heart finally breach. Why God do I deserve this, To only admire from afar, To watch someone else enjoy it, While I sit and bear the scars. Am I not worthy of love, Is my heart too broken to mend, Or am I just not meant to find, A love that will never end. I long for a love that's true, A love that will cherish and adore, But it seems like a distant wish, One that I'll never explore. In the silence of my tears, I ask the heavens above, Why does the love I always wanted, Be found in someone else's love. But deep down in my heart, I know the answer lies, In learning to love myself, And seeing my own beauty in disguise. For when I find that love within, And embrace it with open arms, I know that's when I'll be ready, To receive a love that's full of charms. So I'll wait and I'll keep hoping, For a love that's meant for me, And in the darkness of my doubt...